Back again~

Yea, been some time since i posted, bored recently, nothing much happeningz o.o. . oh yeas... made chocolate fudge xD tasted like. Chocolate fudge. duh. then my baked banana choc failed D:... bananas not fresh >.> then turned out soggy. BAD.

I was sorting out my thoughts, when i realised, its all because of timing, timing was the reason my lifes so screwed up, senselessly failing in life, losing its purpose, leaving me with all the time in the world, to sleep. But without anything to do, i couldnt fall asleep, why? cause i kept blaming myself, over and over again, that its all MY FAULT. MY FAULT i couldnt get it right the first time, i just wanna end my life sometimes, but i hear that voice, that echo-ing voice in my head, saying, its too wasteful to end your life, Just like that. but i noe its not true, my lifes meaningless, i'm just counting down the days, till i can leave this planet, leaving the memory of your smile, etched into eternia.