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Teh book is so nice las! Train Man.its total pwnzoR! read read read. so interesting! i want teh movie on it too! rawrs!!!then got ppl post the stuff is so cute larhs! like teh Moomin! XD
and teh stuff to congratulate ! XD i love-d tat book!
Its the start of something, the start of nothing. Its the start of the Rift between the dimensions of time and space, it was the time, i finally found the courage to say, I love you, Woaiini, but too bad, it was in my dreams, wasnt true, not one bit, not a slight bit, Sadly. I dont have no gut nothing, only friends.
Yea, been some time since i posted, bored recently, nothing much happeningz o.o. . oh yeas... made chocolate fudge xD tasted like. Chocolate fudge. duh. then my baked banana choc failed D:... bananas not fresh >.> then turned out soggy. BAD.
I was sorting out my thoughts, when i realised, its all because of timing, timing was the reason my lifes so screwed up, senselessly failing in life, losing its purpose, leaving me with all the time in the world, to sleep. But without anything to do, i couldnt fall asleep, why? cause i kept blaming myself, over and over again, that its all MY FAULT. MY FAULT i couldnt get it right the first time, i just wanna end my life sometimes, but i hear that voice, that echo-ing voice in my head, saying, its too wasteful to end your life, Just like that. but i noe its not true, my lifes meaningless, i'm just counting down the days, till i can leave this planet, leaving the memory of your smile, etched into eternia.
yea! made ice cream :D not bad lol. hmmm... not going up to wear nnc uniform or stuffs to perform or whatever.. no one told me what time anyway. =/ so heckwithit then =D.
i want to be the one thats there when you fall asleep, the one to comfort you when you're sad, the shoulder to lean on when you cry, your punching bag when your frustrated, your blanket when your cold, i want to be the listening ear when you're trying to say something. but theres one thing i know i definately want to be, i want to be your other half, to complete you, and for you to complete me.
whats it with your bloody ass problem, having fun hacking me? Is that it? well, if thats it, i curse your next generation to die. No wait, SUFFER, through getting splashed by acid, hit by a car, dropped off a cliff, fishing hook in the eye, gunshot in the brains, flashlight shoved up its***, and a life of proverty and of cause, no death till ITS 666 years old. To forever be the devil, to suffer the pain from the tormented, to forever live in the shadows like a FREAK, just like you. The reason i cursed only one generation? IT will never have children with a parent the LIKES of you.
I really want to share my life with you. but i'm selfish, i wont give you my pain, my suffering, BUT i will give u my happiness, my joy, my laughter, and lastly, my love. i've always felt the pain whenever i saw u sad, always feeling your joy when i see u laughing, smiling, kidding around. But, i still feel the pain when i see u having fun, why? cause its not with me, i feel a knife stab my heart, or a hammer being whammed into my chest.
nothing much to say... eat... play comp. eat.. comp again... eat.. nap, nothing to say bah =/ Empty day.
I want to tell you this, but i just dont have the guts to say it in your face. I dont have the guts, yet i want to just say it, not wait, not say it, Shout it out, let the world know, that i, Love, You. If only i just had the Guts, the Guts to say it. I'm just a wuss, and it breaks my heart to know i can only Love you secretly.
hmm, went out to meet the meso guy today=/ transaction went fast, But... only 400mil gone through. other half sent only when the China Network is fixed...wth... i think cuz of teh olympics they nvr bother about internet those craps =/ damn. i want my 1 bil T_T and need pass to CL also lol.
I cant take it anymore, not one more minute, i cant stand the pain. i just cant take it nomore. I dont know whats happening, i can cope with it usually, but now i just cant! and i dont know why, does it have to do anything with the 7th month? i really cant figure it out... whats happening, whats changing my attitude, whats going on, i need answers,i'll SEEK answers, and i will FIND answers. I swear, i will change myself, find the problem, root it, and FIX everything.
sian lor. burnt my hand on teh damn lighter. damn weather too. windy but damn hot. wierd las! then kena caught by gabriel tay in morning when take lift =/ then pe was torture.=x yeas, still selling meso, anyone interested? 1mil 60 centzz =]oh yea, Went to mediator forum to learn about midiating. cool thou.i want to wake up everyday, with you by my side. I want to see your face, first thing in the morning, i want to feel your presence by my side when i sleep, i want to hear your breathing when i sleep, i want to hear that HeartBeat that thumps when i'm near you. But one thing i know very positively what i'm going to say, and its, I love you
and teh stuff to congratulate ! XD i love-d tat book!
